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[Magnum] Collab - Week 351: The Hunt, Reprised

Keydis Lysistrata

Caeancora
Latens
68,200✦
Exa
⏆-16,286
Bounty
⏈0
Dahlitium (⏆50 per)
0⌯
Bigatium (⏆100 per)
0⍨
Auritium (⏆300 per)
5⍫
Vitatium (⏆1200 per)
0⌭
Caelitium (⏆6000 per)
0⌬
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It was thick and juicy, like rump roast. Laniger shank was one of the cheapest meats available, but also one of the toughest and gamiest. However, there was some magic in the way Lyon handled the salt, pepper, and... she wasn't quite sure what else. Honey? "I've missed your cooking, old man," Keydis called out over the din of the lodge. The bearded proprietor waved his acknowledgment from across the room.

How much things had changed.

Keydis Lysistrata was once just a guildless runaway hothead letting off steam by getting into fights every couple nights. Those who had known her back then almost wouldn't recognize her. The hair was the same, a dark brunette cut short and styled up in spikes, with the bangs dyed a bright red. The eyes were the same, violet with piercing intensity and thick eyebrows. Her skin had warmed to tan, after time in Aridus and in the Copiae Ocean. Even though she was, in a literal sense, no taller, Keydis carried a stronger presence that made her seem larger than life: she was buff, with confidence earned in battles and trials rather than cockiness borne from inexperience, and there was a certain swagger in her movements, casual yet measured, and to those who had been around, they recognized the body language of one who had trained their body to its peak.

From a runt wearing her uncle's old fur-lined coat to a woman clad in sturdy, sensible clothing and armor she had crafted on her own, master of her own small guild, the Aimless Blades. She wore black boots, hickory-colored pants with hardened leather plates, and a red leather vest over blue- and violet-stained scale armor. Around her waist, she had a sturdy leather belt as well as an Aridusian silk sash, red with yellow stripes and designs. Her right arm was wrapped in black leather bands, and she wore a fingerless black glove; the queer, violet metal covering the area around her elbow could just barely be seen through the straps. Her left arm was covered completely in a long red glove that went from the back of her hand to her bicep.

Then there was her cloak. Mantled with white fur, the sturdy black half cloak hung over her left shoulder and down to her knees. A smaller, crescent shaped cloak was draped over it, deep purple with the golden symbol for Terminus: an archaic symbol reminiscent of a ball of fire upon a circle, representing the protection from the cataclysm. A square was sewn into that cloak, just above the Terminus emblem: azure silk, with an argent, tear-drop shaped shield emblazoned with a cerulean chevron over a golden pitcher. The purple cloak marked Keydis as one of the city's chosen, sent to aid the Empire of Pelagia; the argent shield further distinguished her as one of the Trigon Coalition, those who had earned recognition for their efforts in helping disarm the Pelagian war.

Keydis carried a masterfully crafted sword at her belt on the left hip, partly hidden under the Aridusian sash, and a sturdy silver tonfa tucked through her belt on her right hip. Over her shoulder protruded the reinforced haft of her axe that doubled as an anvil. Anyone who had known her from before could attest to the fact that she was just as liable to use her bare hands as draw a weapon.

Guildmaster, recognized war hero, certified master smith... she had come a long way, and it felt like things were only going to continue getting better.

The brunette dug into her laniger and potatoes, the first hot meal since arriving back in Terminus. She hadn't even gone to check up on Nyct or meet with her uncle, yet. Red had gone off to check on paperwork for the guild -- something Keydis was woefully ill-equipped for.

Suddenly, Lyon was standing next to her. Keydis looked up at the burly, bearded laicar. She grinned up at him. "I said I missed your cooking, old man! Not that citrusy fish is bad, but--"

"Since you're here, you ought to take on a bounty for old time's sake," Lyon said, interrupting her.

"Soon enough! I'm fresh off the boat. See, you can still smell the salt." She held her cloak up toward him. "Give me a few days to get settled and--"

Lyon put a hand to her shoulder and shoved a paper into her hand. "I think you should look at this one right away." This time, Keydis noticed his tone; not just firm, but worried.

Keydis looked down at the paper. "Fuck."





Not too far north of Terminus, where the craggy foothills began to turn into mountains proper, the air was cold, biting. Wind howled across the rocks and hissed through the great pine forest covering the mountainside. Fresh snow shivered from overladen boughs, and the wind swept it into the sky where it spiraled in mystical patterns, twisting this way and that. The sky was cold, too, and gray. It was devastatingly quiet out here.

In the deep of the forest, nestled between towering northern pines, stood a small cave. Maybe fifty yards from it, a thin brook meandered by, the water's surface frozen over from bank to bank. Here, the remnants of tracks dragged through the pockmarked snow. It had snowed since the tracks were left, but not enough to entirely erase the evidence of a foreign presence -- and the nearby wildlife had already begun to skirt around the area. Something had recently taken up residence in that cave, hidden beneath the pines. Something that smelled of sickness and howled through the night.

Once upon a time, Eloquii Aequoris had scoffed at the idea that he was a monster. He'd considered himself rough-and-tumble, sure. Roguish, absolutely. Slightly immoral, perhaps. But despite the horns ("Feathers!" he used to insist) on his head and his long, whipcord tail, despite the way people would skirt around him in the street or stop and stare after him as he walked by, he'd never seen himself as anything but a man. He had his quirks, but what laicar, velen, enlil, demvir, or spurii mix didn't? He looked odd, but everything but his tail could be traced back to a spurii heritage. The tail could easily be a childhood curse, an old spell gone awry, something like that, right?

El had made a science of dismissing and deflecting people's suspicions, all with a bright smile and amiable attitude. He was odd, yes, but human -- through and through.

How much things had changed.

Eloquii staggered from the cave, eyes wide and wild, scenting the air like a beast.

Let me know, Edax murmured in his ear. When you're done. When you're tired of fighting. I'll be here.

El shook his head. He exhaled, his breath hanging, visible, in the air as he stumbled his way towards the icy brook. It was cold. Freezing. But he didn't feel it. Couldn't feel it. Not anymore.

"You can do this! I know you can!" said the memory of his father's voice. "I know you can fight it."

Blue flames rippled over him, burning hot at his core. His breath came out in short, sharp, staccato puffs, as he sank to one knee before the stream. He hurt, all over. Liquid fire thrummed in his veins, scorching the whole of him. His head ached at a concentrated point behind his eyes. At first, it'd been enough to make him scream, cry, howl. He wasn't sure if the pain had lessened, since, or if he'd already adapted to it.

"I thought I could... But I can't. It sucks. I know," whispered the memory of his mother's voice.

She knew, Edax purred. She knew when she was lost. Why don't you?

The words reflected and refracted, a splinter of sound echoing in the void of space between his thoughts.

"SHUT UP!" Eloquii roared. He clutched at his head, fisted his fingers in the mottled mess of his hair. "Shut up! Shut up, shut up, gods, just..." He slammed a hand down on the brook's frozen surface. Spiderweb cracks appeared beneath his fist, crawling out in tiny, spindling trails.

He caught sight of himself, then.

Once upon a time, Eloquii had looked...odd. Odd, but believably spurii, for the most part. He'd been a mutt, to be sure, but it was only the tail that'd raised questions.

Now, El was undeniably something else. His face was barely recognizable to him.

Short, dark gray fur had grown over El's skin. Gone were the black scales that used to freckle his nose and covered his legs and feet. Gone were the black feathers that used to curl from his arms. His hair, once a light, bright, and brilliant blue, had been stained a deep black. Cat-like eyes stared back at him from the river's shivering reflection -- radiant, fire-blue irises and slit pupils that glowed white. Luminescent blue scales dappled his skin beneath his eyes and across the bridge of his nose. Shaky, disbelieving, he reached up to touch his cheek. It was a stranger's hand, gray and furred, wreathed in faint, flickering blue fire.

Distantly, El thought, Those were my father's scales. My mother's feathers. I had my mother's eyes. I had my father's hair.

Eloquii let out an aimless, furious snarl, and lashed out, smashing the ice in front of him. His arm sank in, soaking him to the elbow in frigid water.

"Fuck," he spat. "FUCK!"




Keydis shoved past the two men, both wearing the blue tabard of the Terminus city guards, and through the door behind them.

"You can't go back there!" one shouted.

The other grabbed her arm, growling out, "One more step and you're under arrest!"

Yanking her arm free, Keydis snapped, "Stay out of my way, morons, unless you want to get off your sorry rears and do something about this!" She held up the paper with the bounty for Eloquii Aequoris. It listed him as a vistra.

The guard hesitated, and Keydis pressed on. "Thought so."

"That doesn't mean you're allowed--"

Keydis found the door she wanted and nearly ripped it off its hinges, barely containing the anger coursing through her. More guards were inside, and over the sound of their voices, a piercing yowl rose up.

"Look, just get rid of it, will you?" one of the guards insisted, a tall velen woman.

One of the men next to her put a hand to his sword as he turned to glare at Keydis. "Who are you? What's the meaning of this?"

They stood in an evidence room, with an array of tables and shelves lining the walls filled with wire baskets. Half of the baskets were full and the tables were covered entirely. This would be where evidence for recent or ongoing investigations would be kept. The three guards inside stood to block her way while the two from earlier rushed in behind her.

"I am Keydis Lysistrata, guildmaster of the Aimless Blades." Keydis held up the bounty paper. "This idiot is one of mine, and I'm going to deal with him personally."

"Wait, how do we know..?"

Another yowl rose up and then Felo ran over from behind the guards. The black ottercat rushed up to Keydis, rubbing against her thighs and crying out yet again. Keydis plucked the quill-covered beast off the ground and let it perch on her shoulder. "Show me the evidence recovered from the scene. If this shit means nothing to you," she continued, gesturing toward the symbols on her cloak, "then we'll get Havital Vicarious down here, but one way or another, I'm leaving with whatever you've got. I can use it to track him.

"I've done it before."

The guards looked at each other, but finally the velen woman gestured for Keydis to come forward. "Grenn, go notify the captain. Remi, Varens, don't leave the front unattended." After they left, the woman walked up behind Keydis as she stood over the table.

There was no need to ask which pieces of evidence to look at. Aura Maris, the greatsword she had crafted for El herself, lay on the table covered in dark, dried blood. A familiar hat, also stained. Somehow El had become separated from Felo, and the ottercat stayed with the possessions that carried El's scent. There was a sheaf of papers with the items, and Keydis skimmed through it for the important details on the assault.

"Have you fed him at all?" Keydis asked suddenly, as the agitated ottercat crossed from one shoulder to the other and back again.

"I, we… no. I don't think so." With a glance at the remaining guardsman, the velen wordlessly sent him off to find something. Once they were alone, she put a hand on Keydis' shoulder. "Listen, my name is Thelis. We haven't met, but I've heard a lot about you, mostly from your uncle. There's… something I need to tell you. About him."

"It will have to wait," Keydis snapped. She grabbed the hat and hung it off her belt, then hoisted the sword over her cat-free shoulder. "I told this bastard what I'd do to him if he ever used this sword to draw innocent blood!"

She turned to leave and Thelis called out, "Wait, it's important!"

"So is this." With that, she was gone, pausing only to grab a chunk of fried fish for Felo from the unnamed guard as he rushed back into the room.





This stubbornness, whispered Edax, it isn't like you.

You don't know what I'm like, El snapped. And didn't I tell you to shut up?

Don't know what you're like? I've been with you since you were seven years old. I've been a part of you for most of your life.

You're not noble, you're self-serving.

You're not a fighter, you're a thief.

And you are not brave, Eloquii. You're just reckless.

There's no reason for you to fight me. There's no point in suffering like this. I'm not asking to take control of you, only-

You're done getting what you want, you fucking parasite.

...

...Wake up, El.

Eloquii jerked awake from a thin, restless sleep, bleary-eyed and delirious. He had no idea how long it'd been. A few minutes, hours, days? Blue light flickered and danced across the cavern walls, painting it in eerie shadows. He pushed himself up into a sitting position with a ragged sigh. The flames hadn't stopped since this whole nightmare started; they were heatless and, as far as he could tell, harmless -- but their light made it near-impossible to get any rest.

He was tired. He was exhausted. And worse, he was starving.

Ironic that hunger was what had kickstarted this disaster in the first place, and now it was starting to look like El was going to starve to death in the woods.

I won't let that happen, said Edax.​

"Oh my gods," El muttered. "No one fuckin' asked you."

He pulled himself to his feet one miserable inch at a time, his tail sweeping a wide arc on the ground behind him. His stomach let out a loud, pitious growl.

"I know," he hissed. "I know, I know, I know-!" But food had been a problem even before this started, and he could hardly go down to the city and ask the nearest vendor to whip him up a hunk of roast laniger now.

His gut twisted with hunger at the thought of freshly-cooked meat. El leaned against the cave wall, temple pressed to his fist. What was he doing? What was he doing?

Food. He needed food. Plenty of hunters and gatherers managed just fine living outside city limits; there was food to be had, he just had to look for it. He thought briefly, longingly, of the forage found along the tropical coasts he was most familiar with. He was...not there.

Still. A forest meant, what? Nuts? Seeds? And animals, as well. He knew absolutely jack and shite about hunting, but he had magic. If he could get close enough to something, maybe...maybe...

Spurred on by a newfound sense of purpose, Eloquii staggered from his cave -- and into the whipping, howling wind outside. His tangled hair kicked wildly about his face, his bloodied clothes whipped this way and that.

With a sharp, frustrated growl, El set off, dragging new tracks through the forest.




Inns and taverns had their doors slammed open, one after another, each time with Keydis calling out, "Enlil, grey feathers, goes by Mica -- is he here or not? Don't waste my time, this is official business!"

After Keydis had hit eight locations without success, and as she was on her way to the ninth, suddenly Mica appeared from a darkened alley, silent as a ghost. His feathers were mottled grey, and raven-black talons clutched a polished falchion. The man's face had a dark tan, and he wore skin-tight black leather armor. Even with his sword drawn and ready, though, there was an edge of fear in those pale green eyes. "What reason do you have to be calling me by name?"

"You want to pit that poker against this?" Keydis asked, lifting the hilt of El's greatsword. There was a twitch in the enlil's expression and Keydis nodded. "Oh yeah, you recognize this. You've seen what it can do. I'm calling you out because I need some Bell-damned answers and word is you're the eyewitness. We'll start simple, then: are you an eyewitness, yes or no?"

Mica scowled. "Yes," he answered tersely, keeping his sword drawn.

"Good, now tell me what you saw," Keydis demanded.

"Spurii bastard went on rampage, that's what I saw!" Mica snapped.

Keydis stepped closer, the metal scales over her chest nearly touching the enlil's extended sword. "Obviously. I want to know why. El's a dumbass but not a bloodthirsty one."

Mica's frown deepened, frightened look transforming into an intimidating glare. "Maybe you don't know him as well as you think." Relenting, though, he offered, "He and Canor had a disagreement. Before you go hurling more threats, Canor didn't lay a finger on him!"

The brunette nodded and added, "Because you stopped him, right?" She had already asked around, so she had the gist of the situation. She just needed more information.

Caught off-guard, the enlil hesitated, but then nodded. "Right."

"Then what happened?"

"Eloquii attacked without warning."

"Bullshit."

"He went swinging that behemoth like a madman!"

"Try again."

"Listen, damnit, if you--!"

Keydis snapped one arm out, sinking her fist into Mica's throat. The enlil dropped to his knees, sputtering and wheezing, tears rolling down his cheeks. The brunette crouched down to get on his level, El's sword still resting on her shoulders. "Choose your next words very carefully," she warned in an icy tone, backed up with a hiss from Felo, perched on her other shoulder.

Mica gasped and gulped in air, turning red in the face. "Canor… ahh… he… huff..."

Keydis waited impassively.

Finally the enlil gave in. "The spurii demanded a duel! Ha, ah, and Canor… accepted. But as soon as he did, Eloquii rushed him down, didn't give him a lick of a chance. That sword passed through his armor like it wasn't even there, and then there was blood, so much blood..!"

Felo hopped off Keydis' shoulder and nosed at one of Mica's belt pouches. "What's in there?" Keydis asked. Instead of waiting for an answer, she reached over and opened the pouch.

Inside was a familiar key tied to a broken cord, spackled with blood.

"I can explain," Mica was beginning to say, but Keydis just plucked the key from his pouch and stared at it for a moment.

"Explain it to the guards, then. You lied to them, tried to lie to me, and now you're tampering with evidence." Keydis held up the makeshift pendant, able to sense some of the ambient energy remaining on it. "Lucky for you, this is what I need. Get lost."

Mica didn't waste any time making good on their escape, disappearing back into the shadows.

Keydis stared at the key in her hand, remembering the frenzy Eloquii went into during the fight on the beach. She'd dismissed it as just a natural snap, but now she was concerned.

There was some kind of magic lingering in the key. Now she just had to remember what Annora had taught her about finding the source.





El blinked wildly, briefly blinded as he came out of a thicket and onto a plain of glistening white snow. The sunlight reflected off the snowdrifts, bright and blinding -- and El's new eyes seemed hyper-sensitive to light already.

He staggered to one side, clumsy in the knee-deep snow, and pressed his palms over his eyes.

"Fuck," he growled. He removed his hands only after the worst of the afterimages had faded, and shielded them over his eyes as he opened them. It was still almost too bright to stand. Abandoning the set of bufalus tracks he'd been following, El edged back into the shadowy tree cover, a new thudding pain kicking up behind his eyes.

The spurii let out a ragged sigh and leaned himself against the nearest pine; his flames curled and licked harmlessly at the bark. Any other time, he would've found the phenomenon captivating -- right now, the blue flickering barely registered.

El squinted up into the conifer's narrow, needle-filled boughs. "Got any nests up there?" he asked, wearily. "Big fat ol' nestin' birds? Maybe a couple dozen eggs?"

Unsurprisingly, the tree had no response.

"I'm this close to trying to eat pine trees," he muttered, and moved on.

It was late in the day, the setting sun slanting warm golden light and shivering shadows through the tree limbs, when Eloquii stumbled across an outcropping of leafless bushes. The bushes grew tall and hearty, and their bare branches were thick with ice-crusted red berries.

El slanted a narrow look at them. "Red," he said to himself. His head hurt, his legs hurt. His tail was clumped through with snow where it'd been dragging behind him, and his stomach cramped at the sight of potential food. "Red's fine, right? White -- it's white berries that aren't safe up in the mountains. ...Right?" In the end, it really didn't matter what color they were. His hunger had rapidly shifted from 'painful' to 'agonizing', and El doubted he'd be able to stop himself even if he knew without a doubt the berries were deadly.

As he reached out to drag a handful off their branches, his hand froze, outstretched.

No, said Edax.​

A numb shock punched through him, his blood coursed cold through his veins. He hadn't thought... He hadn't known...

"Don't you dare," El said. Fury shook through his voice. "Don't you dare!"

I said I wouldn't let us starve to death, the pravum said in his ear. I won't let you kill us with poison, either. Let go. Let me-

With an absolutely furious snarl, El wrenched back control of his hand, pulling away from the bush so hard he fell over backwards in the snow.

His shout startled a flock of birds out of a nearby tree and -- without a single coherent thought -- El tore open a portal. An arc of green energy cracked through the air, missed, and snapped several branches clean off the pine. El sat there, breath heaving, for several long moments as it sank in. Edax had stopped him. Edax had stopped him. Which meant the pravum could stop him.

Eloquii stood. His tail whipped back and forth, carving a broad arc in the snow. "If...If you try," he rasped, so angry he could barely speak, "to take control of me again, I'll cut my own throat just to know you're bleedin' out in the snow with me."

No you won't, Edax whispered. Even now, you're desperate to survive. Foolish with it. You refuse to let go, but holding on is killing you. Killing us.

"Fuckin'... Shut up!"

You can't even control yourself, Edax growled, impatience coloring its voice. You're burning yourself up -- and me with you. I didn't want to do it like this. I warned you, parvulus.

"SHUT UP!!"

So burn yourself out. And when you are finished, I will do what you refuse to. I will fix us.

There was calm confidence in Edax's voice, a sense of inevitability.

El slumped to his knees, shaking.

The night found him there, still. Curled in the snow beside a bush of berries, the patch of forest around him lit by his flickering blue fire.




The Grand Metropolis was a city alive with both magic and technology, abuzz in a way that could be overwhelming to those sensitive to the spiritual and the otherworldly. Rumors abounded that this was one reason why the Arcanum's spiritual leaders resided in the towering Specula Sorcere, high above the rest of the city. Keydis, however, was not particularly inclined toward the spiritual. For her, she preferred simple things, using her eyes and ears and feeling the touch of steel on steel.

Annora insisted that might make her better suited to the trick she had developed while ruin-delving.

Keydis sighed and for a moment, she wondered how Annora was doing. The brunette was sure she had made the right decision by exiting from Annora's pilgrimage, and it was Annora who had been the one to rescue her after her clash with Caeancora, but she couldn't help wondering what had happened to her. Especially now, when she was on the hunt for El, just like the hunt that had initially brought them together.

Lots of things had changed since then.

Keydis looked down at the key in her hands. It still carried a hint of some unknown magic, something that made her fingers tingle when she cleared her mind, as Annora had shown her. As long as she'd known El, he'd always had a variety of keys on his person, but while some came and went, this one in particular was always present. It was the one that had caused him to go berserk in Flumen Petram. For all that time, though, she'd never particularly made an effort to get to know El. Part of it was being sure that if she knew more about him, she'd probably need to throw him in jail herself, but it was still pretty shitty as a friend. As odd as it was to spell it out as such, she did consider him a friend.

That made what she had to do all the harder. El had gone berserk and attacked Canor with the sword she had personally forged for him. He had broken the one rule she had given him. As the leader of the guild, Keydis couldn't allow that to stand, and couldn't sit idly by to let others take care of the problem. She had to do it herself, even if that meant putting him down permanently.

"The method of madness," Keydis murmured aloud, thinking of how Annora had described it. She closed her eyes and focused on that queer tingle on her fingertips. It was feeble, a mere drop amid the downpour of signals filling the city, and it would be insane to think that someone as dense as her could follow the trail it left behind. All the other magic and machinery and people became little more than noise to her, though. The only thing that was real was what she held in her hand, the key that was so intertwined with El.

With El's sword over her shoulder and his ottercat perched on the other, Keydis began moving. She wasn't even sure if she was heading the right way, but she trusted her gut, soon moving into a light jog, dodging around the people on the streets as she worked her way through the city, heading north and west. It was still too early to tell for sure, but Keydis found her eyes tracking upward toward the mountain range that encircled the city.

Throughout the day, Keydis kept on the move, stopping periodically to grab food or drink. Felo would start yowling if she stopped for too long, and she was afraid of losing the faint trail as it was, so she was always back on the move quickly. By evening, she was certain; he had to be up in the mountains. All of the good places to hide in Terminus were deeper toward its center. Every time she passed a poster with his face on it, Keydis grit her teeth, pushing ahead, ignoring her own exhaustion.





El was tired.

He was...so tired. How long had he been out here? A week? More? He was tired of walking. Tired of being hungry. Tired of hurting. Tired of the blue, always flickering in his peripherals. Time kept slipping from him, great handfuls at a time. When he slept, it was thin and fitful, plagued by old memories couched in the distorted landscapes and murky logic of dreams. He'd wake with a start, unsure if he'd slept minutes or hours.

Edax barely spoke to him anymore -- it seemed to have realized that every time El heard the pravum's voice, the resulting burst of anger kept him motivated to resist.

Left alone to wander the mountainside, alone with his own thoughts, it was harder.

Fatigue dragged at him, heavy in his limbs, a thick pressure in his chest. He wasn't even sure what he was looking for, anymore. He didn't have the tools or the knowledge to trap live game, or the foraging experience to find any nuts or berries the local wildlife might have stashed away. He'd been following the river -- heading north, upstream -- ever further away from Terminus. Either he'd wrench back control over himself, he'd thought, or he'd walk all the way to the damn wastes. Leave his corpse to freeze in the icy tundra.

And if you get back control?

At first El thought it was Edax, and a fresh wave of irritation swept over him. But, no. It was just his own thoughts, tinted with the pravum's calm condescension.

Even if you get control. Even if you stop glowing. Even if your appearance goes back to what it used to be. It's not like you can go back. You already--

A flash of memory kicked him; Canor's eyes, wide with shock. El lost his footing on the rocky embankment tracing the river's edge, staggered and stumbled, struggling to right himself.

I already...

El shook his head, like he could shake off the memories. He walked faster. It was snowing, and the wind was kicking up -- it felt like a storm was brewing.




A storm had been brewing. It howled around him now, a whirlwind of freezing snow and biting wind. He hadn't been north long enough to experience many blizzards; and this was his first time being caught out in one. He could barely feel the cold, but at some point he'd lost the river -- and even with his newly enhanced vision, he could barely see his own feet where they were planted in the snow.

Stop.

El ground his teeth, hunkered his shoulders, and pushed forward. Faster now.

Parvulu...El!

Like someone had reached out and grabbed him, El jerked to a stop. He stood there, panting, thinking about the threat he'd made. He'd warned Edax. He'd told it-

Look!

"Fuckin'..." El muttered -- the wind whipped the words from his mouth the moment he spoke them. "..What?"

Then he saw.

Before him, a scant few feet away, lay a sheer drop. He didn't know how far down it went, though he got the sense that he was standing on a precipice of sorts. Wind howled over the cliff's edge, tearing sheaves of snow into the empty void of space. There the snow glittered and swirled, pulled into intricate patterns by the tossing blizzard storm. In a way, it was beautiful. Breathtaking.

El stared out into the expanse and thought of jumping.

El.

There was something new in Edax's tone. It pulled El's gaze up, made him blink.

We need to go.

"...You just told me to stop," El snapped.

Eloquii, we're in danger.

"...What?"

Then El felt it too; an odd sensation, a prickling on the back of his neck. He stiffened, turned around.

There, just visible through the buffeting snow, stood Keydis Lysistrata.
 
With a chirrup, Felo bounded through the snow toward El, pausing just out of reach. The little beast's loyalty was confused momentarily by the changes in the spurii, but then it closed the rest of the distance, reuniting with its wayward master.

Keydis eyed the changes, not as surprised as she might have been. Even with the monstrous changes, he was definitively El. The look in his eyes, a mixture of shock, fear, and shame, hit her right in the core. It didn't soften the harsh expression on her face, though. Keydis was one who thrilled in the rush of combat, one who savored the dance of life and death, the surge of adrenaline; even against monsters from the depths of the dark waters, she waded into battle with a grin on her face.

Now, though, she wasn't smiling. "Ave, Eloquii," she called out as she stalked through the biting wind and frigid snows. Even there, on the unforgiving mountain slope, her hair was spiked up, bangs bright red. It was something of a ritual now, not mere vanity, and a sign that she was driven by purpose. Keydis looked around; even in the poor visibility, she could make out the tops of trees far below the cliff's edge. "Careful; even if you survive the fall, packs of pruinae roam that forest." Some of the ragged, round white scars on one arm, hidden among the more prominent lightning scars, spoke to her experience on that.

El opened his mouth, but Keydis flashed a glare his way. "Shut it," she snapped before he could say a word. She remained quiet for a long moment herself, the only sound coming from the roaring wind that tugged at her layered cloaks. Finally, she folded her arms and shook her head. "It's been a wild ride, hasn't it? It wasn't all bad. It's because of you that I got to meet Annora, you know? It's thanks to you that I was able to found my guild.

"But there was always something about you, something nasty under that shallow veneer of idiocy."

The hilt of his sword protruded over one shoulder. She pulled it out -- the blade was wrapped in canvas, since the leather sheath had been nowhere to be found -- and dropped its tip to the ground. The sword she had forged for him, personally. The sword he had stood up for himself to retrieve from thugs. The sword that had spilled Canor's blood.

She let go, dropping the wrapped sword to the stony ground with a heavy clatter. "Why'd you do it?"


"...I..." El breathed.

Red bangs, billowing cloaks, a piercing stare and a dangerous sort of confidence: it was undeniably Keydis. He still couldn't quite believe she was here, though.

Eloquii glanced back over his shoulder, at the staggering drop behind him. Then his radiant blue eyes flit down to his sword, blackened with dry blood. He glanced at Felo, but it hurt, too much, to focus on him. Finally, he looked up. At Keydis.

"...I..."

She didn't know? How could she not know? Was she looking at him? But then, she had the same problem, and apparently none of the internal turmoil it had brought Eloquii. Something twisted in his gut. He wanted to tell her. He wanted to tell her everything -- everything he knew, everything that'd happened, what it had done to him. He wanted to tell her about his parents, Edax, the pendant. Looking for work, Canor's appearance. Taking the necklace off -- not knowing what it would do. What it would mean.

He wanted to leave it to her to decide if he was worth helping. Worth saving. Leave his fate in her far more capable hands. Keydis was strong. Confident. She could...

She would...

Then it hit him, all at once, in a wave.

"Turn yourself in, Eloquii Aequoris,"

"The bounty says 'assault' so I'm guessing you set some people on fire, too."

"I get that you're threatening me -- it's very cute --"

"Good luck, Tails. I'll keep an eye out for your next bounty!"

"I don't remember you being very useful the two times I saw you fight back in Terminus."

"So, this oaf torched your place, I'm guessing?"

"I already dragged him in to the authorities once, and my wallet will thank me if I get a chance to do it again."

"You should do more work. It's not like you're disabled or something."

"You're a joke, El."

Every memory of every time this woman had looked at him, and seen nothing but a worthless criminal. Every time she'd intentionally shut him out when they were traveling together. Even initiating him into her guild had felt like some sort of backhanded statement.

"The thing is, El, I'm not your mom. I'm not your dad, your big brother, or any sort of obligated to help you solve your own problems. I think you want my help, though. If that's the case, then it's a good idea to start convincing me that you deserve it."

...She couldn't help him. And she wasn't there to.

"...'Always something about me', huh?" he muttered. He looked up, eyes ablaze. "What would you know? You don't know a gods-damned thing about me!"

El clutched at his head. It was roaring again. He let out a ragged sob, one that rolled neatly into a growl. "You're here to handle me, right? Because of the sword? Because of your guild's reputation?" He bared his teeth in a snarl. "Fuck off! I'm done convincing you of anything!"

He took a staggering step forward, violence sparking just beneath his skin, before catching himself.

"...Get out of here, Keydis," he rasped. Then, "...Or kill me. Either one -- but make it quick."

If she was phased by the shouting, Keydis didn't show it. Her expression remained fixed and stony. "You don't want to die, or else I'd have found your corpse instead of scorch marks on trees. Who are you trying to impress?" Keydis began stepping forward, hands empty. "It's that Bell-damned smile, you know. That stupid smile plastered all over your face, even when it wasn't in your eyes or your voice or your actions. Letting people do anything and smiling back. Might as well be begging, 'please sir, may I have another?' while getting kicked in the teeth."

Keydis stopped, close enough that either of them could lunge and land the first blow. "Both of us know how well I 'know' you. I never cared what you looked like, but that day in Flumen Petram, when you lost control, that was the first time I suspected. I should have done something back then. But I thought you had it under control. Big fuckin' mistake, right?" The brunette folded her arms, gritting her teeth. "Like it or not, I probably know more about you than even your precious captain. If he's still alive after being stripped of his crew, his sight, and even his hat."

Said hat came out from behind her back and, as though daring him to do something about it, Keydis put the tricorne on her head.


Eloquii stared, mind blank except for a dull, distant buzzing. Tears pricked at the corners of his eyes.

Then it washed over him, so hard and heavy there was no way of stopping it or countering it -- if he'd even wanted to. White, mindless rage punched through him on a wave of pure adrenaline, and the blue flames rippling across his body flared brighter.

"Under control?" he echoed bitterly. "Under control?!" His hands shook as he clenched them into fists. "I didn't know, Keydis!"

He lunged forward with a furious snarl, suddenly unable to handle seeing this -- this woman -- this woman who scoffed at and mocked everything he'd ever been -- holding his captain's hat.

Keydis ducked El and pushed his shoulder as he passed, sending him careening closer to the cliff's edge. For all her posturing, she had no idea what his transformation had done to him, whether he was monstrously strong or sturdy.

She could now rule out, 'inhumanly fast.'

"That's pretty sad then, isn't it? And I believe you. The idea that you could keep up a facade for so long is giving you way too much credit, isn't it?"


"Shut up!!"

El wheeled about, tail whipping after him. Heedless of the cliff-face nearby, he dove at Keydis again. His hand curled into a fist, and the flames flickering over him coalesced for a split second, gathering along the length of his arm. When he struck at her, fist aimed at her smirking mouth, it was with a wordless, furious violence in his eyes.

Keydis met his eyes, sensed something there. Both arms snapped up, hard as the iron they helped shape. El's fist took Keydis right off her feet and the hat fell off her head to land in the snow with a wet plop.

The brunette twisted in the air and as she landed her left foot slid backward but she did manage to catch herself, down on one knee. Over her crossed forearms, Keydis met El's eyes, her own expression unreadable. Slowly, she lifted back onto her feet, giving both arms a quick snap and a shake. Although she wasn't showing it, that punch fucking hurt, and her eyes roamed over the blue fire that danced over El's skin.

"Yeah," she remarked cruelly, "you know exactly what I'm talking about. Probably said that to yourself a hundred times over, slapped on that stupid smile, and went on to torch some innocent produce seller's stall." Keydis shifted into a more combat-ready stance, hands curled into loose fists, arms up and at the ready. She wasn't about to be caught off guard again. "Like that lady in Concha Litus, right?"

Tauntingly cocking her head, Keydis asked, "Why did you follow us out there? Were you hoping Nora would forget all the shit you pulled and give you the time of day? Two half-breeds destined for one another, swinging big weapons around, sticking magic onto stuff? How'd that turn out? Fuck, I even tried to help you out with a little wingman action. You literally could not have been given a better opportunity.

"But then Nora always was pretty smart. Guess you're a fuck-up there, too."


El didn't realize how hard he'd struck until he felt the shock of the blow lance up his arm. His knuckles throbbed as he shook out his hand. He lunged after the black tricorne as the tossing blizzard threatened to carry it away, and jammed it into place over his damp black curls.

Run, hissed Edax. Better to risk the woods than this woman. She--

El put his hands to his temples and pressed. Hard. Harder. "What did I tell you?!" he growled. "You're done! Done getting what you want, done sitting back while the world makes an idiot out of me, done! You're scared?" He bared his teeth in a sneer. His glowing blue gaze landed on Keydis again. "Scared she'll do what I can't? Good! Good!"

The spurii took a clumsy, stumbling step towards Keydis in the snow. "Sound good to you, Keydis? Go ahead! Gut us," he spat, staggering forward again, "pat yerself on the back," his arm shot out, and a hand latched onto the handle of his blood-stained greatsword, "go home and call it a day, yeh?" With a wrench, Eloquii heaved Aura Maris out of the snow. His eyes flit over the beautiful blade, spackled with white snow and old, browned blood.

His throat tightened. He felt a sickly tremble crawl over him. "You didn't come here just ta mock me." His grip steadied, and he met Keydis's eyes. "So what the hells are you doing? Feelin' regret that ya didn't take me out sooner? Wishin' we'd never met at all?" Tears spilled over his cheeks and dripped from his chin -- he didn't notice. "I...I already killed someone, so what are you waiting for? I didn't take you for a coward!"

The flames spread over the length of his blade, igniting it in blue light as he swung it at Keydis's midsection.

Hours of hammering, sharpening, polishing: Keydis knew exactly how long that sword was, down to the breadth of a fingernail. Hours of sparring, trying to beat some skill into the lanky fucker: she knew exactly how long El's arms were.

She barely dodged far enough backward, feeling the tip of Aura Maris skate across her armor, ripping several of the scales in half. Fragments hissed as they disappeared into the snow.

Boots slid over gravel hidden under layers of ice and snow, but they dug in and Keydis lunged forward, a silver tonfa punching into El's chest, just beneath the ribs. El lifted a leg to kick her away, but Keydis twisted to the side and smashed the baton end of the weapon into his knee even as she leapt back, dropping the tonfa into a loop of leather while reaching for the sword at her waist.

His eyes met hers, his hands twisted, trying to bring the sword back in, angling it the way Annora once tried to teach him.

The brunette didn't give him the chance. She rushed forward, ripping the weapon from her belt in one blur of motion. Past his sword, up under his jaw, across his throat. Keydis came to a sliding stop a scant few feet from the cliff's edge, back toward El. Even on that frigid mountain slope, sweat beaded her skin. Slowly, she turned around, mind racing, reflecting on the resistance she'd felt with each blow. Not armor, and the beanpole hadn't suddenly grown thicker skin, other than the fur. Not perfect, either, by the sounds of El's choking and gasping, but some unnatural power protected him.

Keydis held up Promoveo, waiting for El to recover and look her way before she pointedly slid the white leather sheath off of the schiavona, revealing the bare, razor-sharp blade and dropping it to the snow. "Afraid of me, is it?" she asked, voice shaking as a vicious grin appeared. "Your pravum's a little bitch. Must be because there's no one else here. No host to flee to." The brunette held up her left arm just as a short, barbed blade ripped from her skin, through her glove, made of an unnatural but familiar violet metal. "Caeancora isn't likely to take another roommate in this body."

Before El could attack again, Keydis reached into a pouch at her belt. "You swung that thing like you mean it. Must have touched a nerve, somewhere. The only other time I've seen you that serious is when that dipshit in Petram stole this." She held up a key on a knotted cord.


Still clutching at his throat with one hand, still reeling at the revelation that Keydis's sword had been sheathed when she drew it across the thick artery beneath his jaw -- gods, Keydis was fast -- El sucked in a ragged breath and released it in an entirely-feral growl.

Dead.

He should be dead.

She should've done it, instead of pretending.

He didn't understand. What was the front for? Why the grandstanding? The posturing? Was this fun to her? Was she enjoying this?

Eloquii faced the brunette with Aura Maris held out to one side, the flat of the blade forward. His tail whipped and lashed behind him. He started forward --

-and jerked to a stop so hard he nearly fell over himself. A sound jammed hard in his throat, then worked its way free as a shocked, strangled gasp. The key. Fucking hells, she had the key. His eyes latched onto it, swinging wildly in Keydis's grip as the blizzard winds buffeted them.

Outwardly, it was nothing -- just a black skeleton key hung on a strip of leather. Now, though, he saw it tinged in a faint light that made his eyes ache, and a part of him recoiled from the sight, repulsed.

"...Keydis..." he breathed. His sword dropped to his side -- nearly fell from his grip entirely. "Keydis, that's..."

Panic kicked the anger right out of him. He had to make her understand, before this escalated any more. "Listen to me, yeh? Okay? It's just like you said. Losing that key, it's what started all this. I didn't get it before, but I need that key. I can't explain it all right now, but that's what's been keeping all, all this," he gestured at himself, "from happening. If I have it... If I have it, maybe I'll change back. Maybe the flames will stop. And the anger. All of it. Look, just -- give it back," he said, desperation coloring his voice, "and, and then you can take me to the city guard, turn me in for your bounty, whatever. Just." He reached out a hand, imploring. "I need it. Please."

Keydis paused to consider the impassioned plea, silently moving to hold the key out toward El. Then she closed her eyes, taking a deep breath. When she opened them again, her expression was hard and resolute, no longer mocking, no longer sympathetic.

"You'd just lose it again," she said.

Keydis took the pendant by its cord, whipping it into a little spin, and loosed it over her shoulder, over the cliff's edge, disappearing in the snowy fog and clustered trees far below.



"NO!!" Eloquii's scream punched the air like Keydis had stabbed him. She might as well have.

El lunged forward after the key, knocking Keydis's shoulder as he went, boots sliding to a stop right on the precipice of the cliff's edge. A thick sheaf of snow showered into the void. He stared at the distant treetops below. If he hurried -- surely there was a way down, somewhere -- if he could sense it, maybe he could -- if the snow down there wasn't too deep, then --

But, no. It was gone.

Suddenly, Eloquii could feel the tear-tracks, cold on his cheeks. The bite of the wind, and the sting of the sleeting snow. The tremble starting in his hands, even as his grip tightened, tightened, tightened around his sword hilt.

Fine. Fine.

Parvulus, don't.

Fine.

"...Ha." El tilted his head up, let it wash over him. "Ah..."

He turned, taking Aura Maris in both hands.

Don't!

As he turned, the greatsword lit up in his grasp, awash in blue. His back arched, his body twisted with the force of the vicious, cleaving blow he aimed at Keydis. The arc of his sword kicked up a cloud of snow in its wake. Wordless, helpless violence blazed in his cat-like gaze.


Keydis raised her sword and arm-blade in a cross, blocking the devastating blow. The sheer mass and Eloquii's fury forced her back, boots sliding toward the cliff's edge, sending rocks and gravel flying off into the fog as one heel crossed over. Then, there was a pause, a pulse, a flash as the blue flames flared up. El followed through with an enraged snarl and Keydis felt her feet leaving the ground.

The brunette was airborne, careening end over end out into the empty white. ...I'm in a cloud! The voice bubbled up in her consciousness as El's cat-like eyes disappeared from sight, cold air and chill mist surrounding her.

Her left arm punched out and the arm-blade launched from her arm. The unnatural metal buried itself into the cliff-face and the chain binding it to her arm snapped taut. Keydis gave a growl of her own as wrath bubbled up inside. Her feet hit the side of the cliff and she was already running, using the embedded blade as an anchor.

Keydis launched herself back over the top of the cliff, ripping the blade free with a twist and landing with another slide, kicking up a cloud of snow for the wind to whip about in swirls and eddies. The brunette only took a brief moment to collect herself, drowning out the incessant shouts pounding through her head.

"Not enough," she declared with a feral grin beginning to spread, a wild look forming in her eyes. Keydis kicked up more snow as she closed the distance in a rush and thrust her sword forward.

A metal chime rang out as the swords met, joined with a loud hiss. El performed the parry perfectly, the same move Annora tried to teach him, the one he had failed to pull off versus Keydis at least a hundred times. Again the blue flames flared, and instead of just stopping, it felt like her sword was thrown to one side. Keydis twisted her wrist and reversed the slice, chopping into El's mid-section, barely slicing through his clothes before the blue flames flashed, tightening around the sword's edge and halting the attack.


Without missing a beat, El seized hold of Keydis's blade. The sharpened metal bit into his fingers for a moment before blue flames billowed between his knuckles, keeping the sword from cutting too deep. He jerked, hauled the swordswoman closer. Then he let go -- and a burst of slicing magic tore between them, shoving Keydis back along the cliff's edge.

A fiery gout of blue flames followed her, and, unlike those flickering along El's form, these were white-hot. The burst of flames cut through the blizzard air and instantaneously melted the snow between the two of them into a cloud of hissing steam, exposing the frozen rocky outcropping beneath. Eloquii used the new secure footing to launch himself at Keydis.

Swing. Miss. Swing. Miss. He pushed, and she pushed back, and their swords rang out over the howl of the driving snow. Every cleaving stroke or harsh thrust of his greatsword met air or Promoveo's blade, neatly deflecting his empowered strikes. And in-between, Keydis would dart in, scoring a gash in his flank, a stinging cut along his bicep -- a cut here, a nick there -- wounds tempered by the flames flickering over him.


With every parry, with every deflection, Keydis felt her arms aching. Her body was on fire, heart pounding, adrenaline pumping. "That fucking key really was something!" she shouted out suddenly after dodging a heavy strike and punching with the barbed arm-blade.

Ever since she had tossed it, the voice in her head screamed for blood, for violence. She hadn't even noticed how much her pravum had sulked in its presence, but now its resurgence was intense, vicious. Keydis sliced and punched and kicked, ripping and tearing at El's body bit by bit.

But she wasn't the only one getting hits in.

The little patch of bare stone El had burned into the mountain slope was splashed by lines and specks of blood, small but numerous. Keydis lunged ahead, but El's sword was faster than expected. The brunette just barely caught the weapon on the flat of her sword with her free hand against the flat of her own blade, heels digging into the granite underneath. With a growl of effort, she punched upward with the free hand, throwing El's sword over her head and the lanky spurii stumbling toward the cliff's edge.

Blue flames licked at the greatsword's edge, climbed over the half-breed's body. Keydis thought of the ring on her hand, then, and while it was pressed to the blade, she forced the obsidian ring awake. Heat swelled, melting the snow carried on the winds rushing past.

El regained his balance and turned to face Keydis, eyes widening. Promoveo's blade was glowing red and amber, like a burning brand straight from the forge. Sweat poured down her face and arm as she rushed in. Golden-red sparks lit up the air to clash with the trails of blue fire as their weapons met again. Impassioned red lit up the snowy fog around Keydis, while ghostly blue surrounded El.


Eloquii gasped out a panting breath, bared his teeth at her, and lunged. Red and blue: the two met and clashed, again and again, setting the ridge awash in color. Each time Aura Maris met Promoveo, El could feel the heat rippling from Keydis's blade, turning his grasp slippery with sweat, searing his wounds shut even as it scored through his flesh. His sides heaved. The blizzard raged on. The howling winds kicked this way and that, one second bringing a gust of freezing cold, the next pulling a burst of heat from Keydis's fiery sword.

Keydis had said something, but El wasn't listening -- not anymore.

It felt good, in a way. It was as though all the built-up anger and frustration he'd never felt over the years was spilling out now, between the two of them. Every slice, every cut. Every parry and block. In the wet blood and ringing metal. Each blow held the weight of things Eloquii didn't know he'd been carrying with him, all this time.

If he didn't bleed the wound dry here, now, its poison was going to kill him.

Well.

If Keydis didn't do it, first.

The swordswoman was fast. She was strong. She was likely holding back.

That thought sent a newfound surge of anger coursing through El's veins; he let out a snarl and, as Keydis lunged in again for another strike, heaved Aura Maris over his head. He slammed it down with all of his strength, hard enough to stagger himself with the sheer impact. Keydis moved back, out of the way.

Of course she did. The sword cleaved through stone, wedging itself a good ways into the ground, before El heaved it out, eyes blazing, muscles bulging as he strained. He flung a mess of shattered rock and broken earth into Keydis's face, and a vicious, cleaving stroke followed. Keydis brought up Promoveo at the last second. She blocked the blade, but the force of El's blow flung her swordarm up, and Eloquii slammed into the young woman shoulder-first, throwing her backwards along the cliff's edge.

"Well, Keydis?" Eloquii spat. "Is this what you wanted? Are you having fun yet?"

He didn't wait for her answer before stepping forward, readying Aura Maris for another strike.


Boots scrabbled across the windswept stone, sword and tonfa raised together to block the following cleave. Vibrations rolled down her arm, made her elbows ache. Muscles tensed and Keydis punched up with the tonfa, the shrill squeal of metal on metal briefly drowning out the bellow of the storm around them.

The red-hot blade sliced ahead, the strike breaking against the armor of blue fire, and then she had to dive to one side to evade El's boot flying at her face. Blades twisted, blue locked against red, the outrush of heat melting the nearest flurries of snow to splatter against the stone, light reflected in the snow just beyond that.

Fun? Keydis looked into El's eyes, her thoughts unreadable, his in visible turmoil. This… was hell.

Unbidden, flashes and snippets from over the years played in her mind, all while her own voice hauntingly called for her to kill him, calling it justice, calling it mercy. Her voice, but not her words. Constant, unceasing, the words of the corruption rooted inside her. That corruption, she suppressed with the pure rage and absolute hatred she harbored for the pravum. There could be no compromise, there could be no middle ground. Keydis had to be unrelenting in her repudiation of everything the pravum desired.

It was not possible to smile and coexist.

He's a coward, she said, conjuring up images of El snatching his hat and fleeing through the streets of Terminus, Keydis and Annora hot on his heels. Then he ran again when the pair of them stood up for him against Canor. The self-same Canor whose dried blood now stained Aura Maris.

And El had physically pulled Keydis out of harm's way when Canor's goons surrounded her.

He's useless, she said, this time with an image of him standing in a stupor when Keydis yelled for him to lead her attack against the starry-robed demvir protecting Orator.

After he had just caught her when she was being thrown back. Before he jumped in front of lashing tendrils that were going to ensnare her.

He's a deceiver, she said, dozens of scenes rushing through her mind where El had just shown up, even after Keydis crossed an ocean and traversed a new continent, he was always there coincidentally.

Whether he ever said it or not, she knew that was her uncle's doing, that he followed her to Aridus and back for some promise or deal he'd been offered.

He's spineless, she said, Keydis reminded of El beaten and broken in the garbage, after losing a fight to random village roughs and losing his sword to them.

Because he refused to draw the sword against unarmed men. He tried to turn down Keydis when she offered to help retrieve the sword, he stood up for himself and faced his attacker one on one. He broke Keydis free when she got pinned holding off the others.

Keydis forged him a sword, she taught him to defend himself, she encouraged him to stand up for himself, she brought him into her guild. This, however, was something she could not do for him.

"I bet you can tell me all about its opposite. What... is hell?"

"This! This Bell-damned shit right here! I trained my whole life! I was fucking helpless before and I never want to be again! Being helpless to do anything! Helpless to save the people I care about! That's hell!"

One way or another, this was the only thing she could do to help him now. Either she would kill him, put him out of his misery… or force him to be better, to be stronger, to wrench control away from the rotting presence inside him.

He was keeping up with her and that alone spoke to how desperate El was. His strikes were getting heavier, faster, adrenaline fueling his movements, pushing him beyond his limits. Keydis pushed herself harder to keep up. Their swords clashed, fists pounded into bodies, shoulders slammed, boots scraped, sparks flew.

End this. Kill him.

An opening presented itself, Aura Maris lifted too high, exposing El's armpit. One thrust into the cluster of blood vessels and he would bleed out into the snow. She was fast enough, she could do it. Instead, she chopped viciously at El's shoulder, her red-hot blade hissing as it seared through his clothing, cut through the aura of blue fire and bit into the flesh underneath.

He's already gone. Give up.

El didn't falter this time, though. The towering spurii brought Aura Maris downward, blue flames splitting through the storm. Vividly, Keydis thought of the description of the blow that felled Canor. She threw herself backward, tendons popping as she twisted Promoveo into place.

Keydis knew exactly how long that sword was, down to the breadth of a fingernail; she knew exactly how long El's arms were. The ache in her arms spoke to the strength in the spurii's swings. The greatsword met the flat of her schiavona, barely deflected by the parry with Keydis off-balance, chopping down into her shoulder, mirroring her own strike with deadlier consequences…

… only to lock tight against a patch of blue fire that spread over her form.


For a moment, neither moved. Both stood there, frozen in place, heaving as the enchanted blue flames danced over them.

Slowly, slowly, Eloquii pulled Aura Maris back, revealing the faint nick he'd left on Keydis's shoulder where the blade could have -- should have -- cut clean through. The rage, the desperation, bled out of his expression. He looked lost, without it.

El exhaled a shaky breath into the blizzard between them.

"I...I thought..." I thought I'd just killed you.

He shook his head, dazed.

"...Did I... ?" Did I do that? Did I protect you?

All at once, the strain of the fight caught up to him. Eloquii swayed, clothes shredded and burnt from the red-hot brand of Keydis's blade, wind whipping at his frost-encrusted hair. He sank to one knee, then the other. His sword dropped from his hand and clattered against the patch of rock he'd burned clear into the mountain. He settled back on his knees.

There was a fire-bright knot of anger burning in Eloquii's core now, fueled by repressed hurts, fed by memories he'd never thought he'd have. It felt wild, dangerous, uncontrollable. It moved in every breath he took, whispered beneath every thought. It burned.

It hurt.

He'd been afraid of it. So he'd reached out and grasped it in both hands, trying to smother it like a hot coal, and that had hurt worse. It was part of him -- it was in the core of him. He couldn't smother it without smothering himself.

He couldn't kill it without killing himself.

"...Keydis..." Eloquii said, and then his expression crumpled. "...I..."

The vistra shook his head as tears started to spill down his cheeks and loud, wracking sobs shook his shoulders.

Edax's flames wavered.

Then they faded.
 
With a heavy thud, Keydis' knuckles rapped on El's head.

"Stop crying, you ninny," she growled out. The red glow on her sword was finally fading. Without it, the chill on the mountain, with the blistering blizzard winds, was becoming more and more apparent. "Thought you what? Killed me? Not likely bud. Protecting me, though," Keydis continued, rubbing at her shoulder. "That was unexpected.

"I've been saying you're a fuck-up. Messed up just about everything that I can think of since the moment I met you, and apparently for years before that. If you wanted to kill me, add one more to the list." Here Keydis paused and finally told him something he needed to hear. "You even fucked up killing that jackass Canor when you had the perfect opportunity. He's hurting sure, but he's still breathing." After letting that sink in for a minute, Keydis went on, "But for all the things you've messed up, you at least never set out to do bad things. You never tried to be a shitty person. You even put yourself in harm's way for the sake of others, including me. That stupid blue fire shit? That came from you. You know what that means, right?

"It means you control this shit now. You, not whatever pansy little parasite is yapping in your head. It also means that even as much as I was trying to piss you off, you never seriously tried to kill me. Whatever you look like outside, you're a good man, El. But remember that fire, remember that passion, because if you're going to control it, you need to know it. If you're going to be a man, you can't keep it bottled up forever.

"Now quit the blubbering, get off your ass, and let's find some shelter."


Eloquii stared up at Keydis, fresh tears still dripping off the edge of his chin. He sniffed weakly.

A good man.


Eloquii, Edax hissed.


Was that possible? For someone like him? A street urchin, a pickpocket, a pirate and a vagrant?

Someone who had...

"Wait," he said. He mentally replayed what Keydis had just said. "What? Yer, you're saying I didn't kill Canor?" El shook his head sharply. "Don't... Don't fuck with me!" Anger started to color his tone again. "I remember how I..."

El looked askance at Aura Maris, the dried blood now smeared and wet from clashing snow and heat. The spurii choked off a sound, looking away again. "I remember how deep my sword sank. And the blood, everywhere."

El looked up at the churning blizzard sky, blinking back more tears. "But," he muttered. "You...you wouldn't joke about this. Right?"


Parvulus. Listen to me. This woman is wrong. She doesn't understand. You need to-

All at once, Eloquii heaved himself to his feet. He hefted Aura Maris off the ground, and nodded at Keydis. "We can talk more later." He paused. "I want us to talk more later. About everything that happened. I want -- no, I need to know. ...But for now, yeah. Let's get out of here."

He looked around, really taking in his surroundings for the first time in a while. Now that Edax's flames were extinguished, a deep, heavy exhaustion was settling itself into his muscles; El sort of suspected he might pass out soon. In that case-

"There should be a, ah, a river nearby. I was following it upstream for a while." El meandered over to where Felo was hunkered down and knelt before the watercat. He reached out a hand, and Felo immediately pressed one whiskered cheek into his fingertips. "Hi, buddy," he said. He scratched lightly, moving from Felo's cheek to his chin. "Sorry. I, uh, I probably gave ya a scare." To Keydis, he added. "If we follow the river back downstream, there's a cave. I woke up in it. Er. After. Unless ya got a better idea, we can head there."

Distantly, he heard Edax's voice -- a low, angry rumble in the back of his head. Its words were, however, to faint to make out for now. Drained. Weak. Pansy little parasite, Keydis had said. Something loosened in his chest, and El almost smiled.


"It's too early to smile," Keydis warned. "Let's move." Keydis retrieved her things with shaking hands, including the white sheath and the pack she had left against a tree before making her approach. The two of them and the ottercat managed to find the cave relatively quickly and though it was still freezing within, the wind thankfully did not blow inside.

"Read for yourself," Keydis said as they left the blizzard outside. She handed the bounty notice to El.


WANTED-- Eloquii Aequoris !!Possible Vistra!!
CHARGE-- Maiming with Intent to Kill, Inflicting Grievous Bodily Harm
LAST SEEN-- Heading north from the City of Terminus
ASSOCIATES-- Aimless Blades Guild
REWARD-- 1,000 Exa, Dead or Alive
DESCRIPTION--

The inside of the cave was marked with scorches and ash from previous fires of El's, with wood and tinder piled up. While El read and got emotional, Keydis went to the ash and used the pommel of her dagger to quickly dig a shallow divot in the dirt along the cave floor. Over that, she started stacking up a box of logs, two on either side of the line, then two across those in the opposite direction, suspending tinder between each level. With the ring on her finger, Keydis heated the tip of her dagger and used it to light the wood.

"Get over here before you freeze," she demanded, sitting on top of her pack and wincing as she twisted one of her wounds. Cuts and bruises were clamoring all over her body, none of them especially serious on their own, but together? From the pack underneath her, Keydis pulled out tins of a healing salve and a package of dried rations: hardtack, dried fruit, strips of jerky. The rations she held out to El. "Eat, get your strength. You're not done, yet.

"You wrested control long enough to halt that attack, but the fucker inside isn't going anywhere. Give it a chance, it will just recover its strength and try again when your resolve is weaker. If you want to be in control, really in control, you need to strike while the iron's hot, build upon your victory, meet the fucker on its own level and show it you're never going to let it have its way again. I don't care how long it takes, we're not leaving here until you sort your shit out.

"We'll talk after."


"After?" blurted El, mouth already crammed full of jerky and fruit. He chewed and, with effort, swallowed -- then fought back to urge to stuff another handful of the rations down his gullet until he'd added, "That all might sound great when you say it, Keydis, but what the hell does that even mean? 'Meet the fucker on its own level'? I dunno the details of your whole, ya know, clash, thing, with yer parasite friend -- but mine's been hanging out for years, as it turns out." Eloquii looked over at the fire Keydis had built up. Its crackling flames and warm, steady heat. Felo lay curled in his lap, gazing up at him as he stroked the watercat's quills and fur. "More than a decade, even. Also, if it's talking to me now, I can't hear it. I think it went to...regroup."

His expression twisted, wry and unhappy. These ideas were still new; the wounds weeping and raw. It wasn't fun to think about, and it definitely wasn't fun to chat about. "I think it's gotten cozy with the lack of confrontation. Got everything it needed and didn't even have to fight for it."

He hesitated, before admitting, "I dunno which of us was happier to see that pendant in yer hand, earlier. It woulda been way easier to go back to how things were. For both of us."

Then anger twisted El's face. His hands froze on Felo's back. "But fuck easy, especially for that fuckin' bug." His gaze caught Keydis's across the fire. "So, ya know, good on you for pitchin' the damn thing."

Eloquii packed his cheeks full of another round of Keydis's rations. He was too tired, too hungry to stay pissed right now. Especially with the emotion so new to him. He was halfway through chewing when he realized, "...Ah. That key was my last memento of my parents."

He cleared his throat. "So! Uh. What's yer idea for 'striking while the iron's hot'? Do I just..."

Eloquii paused. He hadn't noticed, at first -- too caught up in what he was saying, in the warmth of the fire and the weight of food in his stomach -- but his head was swimming. Cottony warmth stole over El's thoughts, leaving his extremities feeling numb. He felt briefly, distinctly nauseated.

"I..think I'm...?"

And El slumped over sideways, unconscious.


Keydis watched him in silence for a moment, uncomfortable memories swimming to the surface. She eventually did get up, though, lifting El into a seated position and gently slapping his face. After getting no response, she slapped one more time. El's eyes were moving under his eyelids, and she could feel him tensing up at random, fist tightening and relaxing, but he was completely unconscious. Sounds escaped his lips, wordless cries of sorrow, of anger.

It would not be a pleasant rest.

The brunette laid him down on his back and without a word, went to her pack, pulling out the materials needed to build a simple tent. Rickety, nothing more than canvas to block any wind that might find its way into the cave. Keydis laid out her bedroll and then dragged El on top of it. She peeled off his shirt, staring curiously at the dark fur over his body. "He looks like you," she muttered to Felo. "Sure you aren't his brother?" The watercat gave a mow in response.

It took some time, particularly while aching from her own wounds, but Keydis eventually found most of the cuts and gashes among the fur, applying salve to halt infection and promote healing. Seeing just how many wounds she had given him, how much blood came away as she wiped his fur with a white cloth, guilt seeped in. It wasn't just guilt for the fight itself, but guilt in general for how she had avoided confronting El earlier, how she had left him to his own devices, even knowing his weaknesses. Most of her attacks had been above the belt, so she left his pants on, although she did remove his boots. The thin camp blanket was laid over the flinching and shivering spurii.

Then, as Annora had once done for her, she took off her cloaks and laid them over El, a little added warmth.

Felo settled on top of the cloaks on El's chest, staring at its master and waiting, purring. Keydis had heard somewhere that cats would purr to help heal themselves and others. Maybe it was just happy to be reunited, maybe it was trying to soothe its master.

Keydis finally left the small tent. She sat next to the fire, letting it warm her. She began shedding layers of clothing, preparing to salve and bind her own wounds. The freezing cave reminded her of the icy tomb of the two airships. The crackling fire reminded her of the day she awoke, wounded, feverish… corrupted. She looked at one arm, tracing her fingertips over the aching angry red scars. The scars on the opposite arm were white, painless.

The wind continued rushing outside, and amid the aeolian sound she thought she heard a familiar slow, melancholy song, one she better understood now. Her thoughts went to Annora and she gingerly sat down and leaned against a large rock, cushioned by her pack. She listened to the fire pop and the memory of the comforting, mournful reed flute.
 

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